dear reader

thank you for coming to take a look at my blog please follow and subscribe!

about: So, yesterday it was my last appointment with my therapist that I was seeing for 7 month. It was daunting to leave her and daunting to be let go. She knows I have a dire interest to write and I love blogging I love poetry I love sharing my world and my life with you all. But there was one thing holding me back, the people that I grew to love and trust would be reading my items, chewing them up and spitting them out, calling me names, tracking down my address and posting me hate mail, destroying my life because of what I write. Even though it is nothing new, heart ache isnt new, living in abuse isnt new, living with fears anxieties and worries isnt new, its all been said and written before. I thought I was strong enough to not feel anxious and scared to write, but I am.

and this time this is the story I will be sharing with you, the side that no one else knew or heard. The side that I was unable to voice because of fear of arguments, fear of name calling, fear of conflict, and also fear for my voice being completely shut down.

she asked me what do i get from writing, and I said that I am able to be free, I am able to let go of any worries or concerns I am able to be in my own world without anyone to bother me, I am able to create and live and share the emotions that I am unable to share anymore with people that have walked away from me. I am sure that some of you will agree, poetry was there for me when all of my closest friends where not, and it breaks my heart that I have to do write hidden with no name but for now it is the only way that I feel that I can be safe.

yours,

Miss Anon

Writer

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2 thoughts on “dear reader

  1. João-Maria's avatarJoão-Maria

    Welcome to the poetry WordPress community! This place is thronged with kindness and openness, thus, I hope for you the same level of uplifting and exurgency I experienced once I arrived.
    You mustn’t fear your expression, no matter how misunderstood it may be, because it is yours, something precious and pearlescent none other may steal from you.
    I’m glad we will get to read it as well.

    Again, welcome!, I’m sure you’ll be happy here.

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    1. missanonwriter's avatarmissanonwriter Post author

      Wow thankyou very much for your kind comment. Thank you for your subscribe and I agree with you completely, just it was affecting the way that I write so I am hoping that this path is just a temp path because I dont like being anon but for my own safety and wellbeing I have to be. thank you for your welcome

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