This probably has to be one of the darkest days, I have never been out on a night out and been told how cold I am. I’m not one to withhold affection and I really did / do care about him. He knows im not ready for anything physical. He was over the drinking limit and I said to him to just walk home which he said he would do. I think he was hoping to stay at mine but I am not ready to share a bed.

I really feel torn, I followed him home at 1am because I was worried with his drink driving home. I fell asleep on his sofa and left at 5am because I couldnt sleep and this made him really angry.

Why do things like this keep happening?