On this occasion we had been talking a long time, a very long time. I have so many memories of this person before we ever started to talk, and that is what makes it almost the perfect love story, something I have always wanted to progress my writing into, I have always wanted to write the most raw and intelligent and amazing love story, since my love of Romeo and Juliet at secondary school. It gives me shivers just thinking about it, its one of the best stories I have ever read.

The dramatic sacrifices and the dramatic arguments the disapproval and the tragic ending.

Something people could maybe get at the time in which it was written.

Now I have had many relationships many you will read and hear about and they maybe all in a mumble but I hope to return to this blog one day and use the material I have written and make it into a book. A story not just some shit that I’ve shoved into a pamphlet.

This is my dedicated space where I am free and I can talk to you in confidence I am at no risk of harm or exposure the fan base I have I can leave behind in the other writings I have done. Here I can be free and I can talk and say what I need to say.

So he had the softest kiss, and I wasn’t ready to kiss but I kind of was too. I get this amazing loving feeling when we hug as well which is just so nice, although at the moment we dont tend to hug. He is very much set in some of his ways but surprisingly he is happy to accept change of mind a lot which a lot of people don’t.

I have so many things to write about and share I am excited.